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A Dying Animal! By
RAYMOND J. STEINER AMONG
THE MANY lasting images that William Butler Yeats has left me, there is
a particularly memorable one in which he sadly and perceptively observes
that he, the poet, is “attached to a dying animal.” That representation
of a person so encumbered by the physical body has lingered in my mind
for over 50 years. We are aware, of course, that Yeats, or Shakespeare,
or Mozart, or Rembrandt, was something ‘other’ than the human
manifestation that their peers saw, knew, and with whom they interacted
on a daily basis. None could see the “Mozart” or “Rembrandt”
that we, for example, have come to know. The self — as Yeats so
aptly showed — transcended that “all too mortal flesh”
which so often is taken by the dull mind to be the “real thing.”
The “you-ness” of you is sui generis,
a happening that occurs only once in time. It is that part of you that
can never be handed on to the next in line — no matter how close
the consanguinity. Back in the ‘60s, I went to see and hear Segovia
play and was lucky enough to get a seat in the center of the front row.
While waiting for the concert to begin, my attention was drawn to Segovia’s
shoes — one planted firmly on the floor, the other on a low, tilted,
wooden ‘stool’ — both, only a few yards from my eyes.
I saw that they were, like the guitarist himself, old, well worn, and
obviously in service for a long time. As he began to strum, the movements
of his hands then caught and held my eyes as they gracefully and forcefully
brought forth the sounds and spirit of Spain to his listener’s ears.
How soon, I thought, would those hands be discarded along with the shoes?
How might we preserve the magic in the fingers — those years of
practiced dexterity — of that “dying animal” to which
he was so fatally attached? How might we, in short, pass on his talent?
We cannot. Segovia was — he no longer is. Years later, I was telling
an artist friend, Eduardo Chavez, about that day of hearing the great
guitarist, and the sadness I experienced in the realization that, once
gone, those hands were gone forever. To my surprise — and delight
— Eduardo went to his studio and, after some poking around, presented
me with an etching he had done of Segovia playing in 1937. Younger then,
Segovia, in the Chavez etching, hunched over his guitar, still had the
same worn-looking shoes and, of course, those hands which my friend had
so skillfully captured with his burl. Today, Chavez — and his
hands — is also gone. I still have Yeats’s image in my
head; I can still hear Segovia’s music if I sit quietly enough;
and, Chavez’s etching hangs in my dining room where I can see it
every time I sit down to eat. Memories. Memories of three men whose mysterious
genius has intersected and informed my life. Memories only, yet as tangible,
one might say, as the intangible Yeats, Segovia, and Chavez that will
stay with me until I, too, must relinquish my self to my own inescapable
dying animal. |