Honor
By
RAYMOND J. STEINER
ART TIMES Jan/Feb 2006
TWENTY
OR SO years ago, I was asked to be the keynote speaker at a High School
Honor Society annual induction ceremony and readily agreed to do so.
Almost immediately after I accepted, however, I was at a loss for a
topic. For one thing, I had never been in an Honor Society myself and
was not even sure what being a member of one might signify. Being a
writer, I rather predictably turned to my handy Oxford Dictionary to
see what it had to say about ‘honor’. Well, as some of you probably
already know, there are more than a few pages on the subject. As I browsed,
I struggled for a “talking point” and eventually reasoned that if I
had to go through all that trouble then perhaps I ought to just speak
about the word itself. Just what would the concept of ‘honor’ mean to
my audience of young people and their parents? So, there I was, facing
an auditorium full of teen-agers and adults, all looking up at me expectantly
for whatever words of wisdom I was about to impart. “Honor”, I said
to the sea of faces, and paused. “What do we mean
by ‘honor’?” I asked — rhetorically, or course. And then I sailed
in. I told them that I was a writer who wrote about art and artists.
How did I choose which ones to write about? “Those,” I said sagely,
“who honored their own vision.” I pointed out that we ‘honored’ such
artists as Rembrandt, van Gogh, da Vinci, etc., because they were people
who, presumably, ‘honored’ their own intuitions and insights. The same
with Mozart, Shakespeare, Charlemagne, and Jesus. “We honor them,” I
said, “because they honored themselves.” Another pause (pregnant). “And
us? Who are we told to ‘honor’? We’re admonished to ‘honor’ God,
our parents, our teachers, our leaders, our flag, our religion —
nearly everyone and everything other than ourselves.” Squirming in the
parents’ section. “How many teachers told you to forget about looking
up toward the front of the room or into textbooks and to look for your
answers inside yourself?” More squirming, now from the teacher’s section.
“How many teachers — or parents — taught us how we
ought to go about ‘honoring’ ourselves by looking inside?” Now the kids
were beginning to wonder what it meant to be part of an ‘honor society.’
So, time for a little humor. I told them about the Woody Allen shtick
where he tells about wrapping himself in a bed sheet and going as a
ghost to a Hallowe’en party. On the way, he gets caught up in a KKK
march and soon finds himself unmasked by the group. Threatened with
immediate death, Allen said that his life started to flash before his
eyes. He remembered getting up early in the morning to let the cows
out of the barn and feeding the pigs and chickens. Then, as he recalled
walking the country lanes to the one-room schoolhouse, he suddenly remembered
that he was born in Manhattan! Somebody else’s life was flashing
before his eyes! Laughter from a few quarters. “And how about us?” I
then said. “Whose life is going to flash before our eyes when
we die? Will it really be ours? Or the life our teachers, ministers,
parents, and leaders told us we should live?” Squirming again. “How
many of your parents,” I asked — again rhetorically — “look
forward to Mondays? Are they living lives and doing work that they chose?
Or are they living the lives and doing the work that others told them
they ought to live and work at?” Heads nodding, now. Kids and parents.
“Who told them to be accountants, doctors, electricians, truck drivers,
and grocery clerks? Isn’t this America? Aren’t we free to choose? Why
don’t we look forward to Mondays?” Yeah, why? I hear them asking
themselves — not rhetorically — in their own heads. “So,”
I ask quietly, “why haven’t we been told — and taught —
how to ‘honor’ ourselves? Tonight you young people are being inducted
into a society that proclaims to ‘honor’ honor. Live up to your task
and begin by ‘honoring’ yourselves. But be careful here. “Self” is not
the concocted bundle of desires, dreams, hopes, plans, beliefs, and
opinions that we have incidentally picked up during our lifetimes, but
that eternal and unchangeable center that resides within every human
being. It is surely not the ego-indulgent and fickle “person”
who passes as “you” from day to day. “Self” is the genuine ‘you’ that existed before it was twisted out of shape by the accidents
of your birth into a particular family, town, state, country, or continent.
“Self” is that still voice that lies within. So, be ‘honorable’ to the
real you and ‘honor’ those who do the same for themselves.
If they don’t know how to go about it, help them. In fact, why not go
out into the world and make us all ‘honorable’? It certainly
would make the world a lot better place to live, wouldn’t it?” Clapping.
“I know I’d appreciate it. For starters, I’d probably find a lot more
artists to write about.”
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